Dear Anna Marciniak

After the turbulent days I thought I might just have a nice session with my horse George, my trusted old friend. The task I set myself was simply to led him around the arena. 

Some emotions did come up this is where George was licking me a lot and on the other occasions I simply was able to relax and release some tension and George would walk on again.

Here is the video, I am looking forward to your comments. I am feeling much more calm today. Much love Petra

Anna Marciniak Hello Petra Webstein, thank you for your video, I am happy that you had a nice day with your trusting friend. 

This is very important that now on this phase of your journey you do not value experiences and do not judge them either โ™ฅ๏ธ for passing this moment successfully, as you already had few big breakthroughs, and we could possibly move forward it’s very important to be grateful. Thanking for memories from the childhood coming to you, staying thankful for the “turbulent” days, and treating them as equals to the “calm days” (remember that the turbulent days bring the change now – during them you see how much you are releasing and how much can change), staying thankful for your whole past that brought you here to this point, from which we can reach the stars โœจ๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿผ The bumps that you see now are not the bumps, they are the smoothes, they are the moments when something is opening and changing, now it’s only the butter that is missing to make it all more digestible- and this butter that we need is the thankfulness, deep deep gratefulness ๐Ÿ˜

It’s important to give yourself some breaks and not dive so intensively into the experiences, but please remember to value both days equally 

Petra Webstein Yes, it does feel like slowing down, breathing, letting go and being grateful. Thank you for your words Anna Marciniak 

Petra Webstein Hello Anna Marciniak, I am starting to feel bored (so not like to admit that but it is what I feel now) I feel I have lost momentum. What can I do?

Anna Marciniak Hello Petra Webstein ๐Ÿ™‚ it’s very good that you feel bored. We are not here to provide attractive situations but to take you through the whole, full process. You released a lot and now it’s absolutely normal that you feel this space appearing free from further instructions. We will keep it this way until Monday or Tuesday. You now need some down time to really assimilate everything that happened with the emotions out exercises, if we keep you occupied you will be ill or something else will slow you down ๐Ÿ™‚ whenever you want to train with your horses you have now the two experiences that we practiced and you can be coming back to them, but if I were you I would take few days of break 

Petra Webstein Dear Anna Marciniak, thank you for your reply. I happily accept a few days of rest. I am also proud of me I must say that I actually wrote this words to you. Normally I just shut up and do not communicate how I feel, as I am afraid of the response. So just to let you know, even here I felt that I was tensed when I went to see if you had written an answer. And it is ok as I am now starting to communicate and showing more of me. ๐Ÿ™‚ 

Petra Webstein Yes, good practice, thank you Anna.