Dear Anna Marciniak
Another day without video as things just happened out of the tasks on hand.
I had the farrier for the two boys here and it was getting late, so I decided that there would not be time without stressing to setup a camera etc for a “proper” session.
So I decided to feed the horses and to do so, I had to go and fetch Rosie, she was gone quite a bit, munging away on some dry hay. So I did what I normally would do, I pointed to the stable and asked Rosie: Are you ready for your dinner? Normally she would slowly start to move, after a few steps making a poo stop and then move quite fast to the stable.
She did not move at all. So I immediately felt she is giving me the emotions out opportunity for the day. So I started to do it and do it and do it, I ended up running around like a fool and then asked again. She did not move. So I went to Apreeto and asked him to come with me to fetch Rosie, which he did surprisingly. He stood behind her and she did not move!
Then something snapped within me, I got so angry and all I wanted to do was to hit Rosie as hard as I could. In that instant I had a flash back to my childhood where my mother was hitting me what seems out of the blue just “expressing” her anger and frustration. I was so shocked about it. Then Rosie all of a sudden moved.
Later on I had stomach cramps and diareaha. So another very powerful day for me and my courageous friends who do not move when asked and give me an opportunity to see. Ever so grateful.
